24 Hours...

It's official, I've gone 24 entire freaking hours without any nicotine and even more, without being particularly unpleasant to anyone. Of course, I've been afraid to leave my house, therefore haven't SEEN anyone, but that's beside the point. So yeah 24 hours... this should be getting easier right. Mmm, yeah, not so much. Today actually hasn't been bad up until the last two hours or so. Right now I have tremors that feel like little jolts of electricity racing up and down the back of my calves, trying to shock my ass out of bed and down to the nearest gas station. I think it's the utter boredom of the middle of the night. I am soooo a creature of habit, and driving mindlessly in circles for hours a night has been my HABIT for years... now I guess it's time to find a new habit. Hopefully one that won't kill me in the long run and cost me an OBSCENE amount of $$$ in gas. Anuhea suggested sleep... go figure at 2 a.m., sleep... is it possible? Do people really do that before the wee hours of the morning? I think I'm heading toward reading. I'm getting to the good part of an awesome book (A Perfect Evil By Alex Kava for those of you looking for an awesome mystery to read) so that should keep my attention for awhile. I'm also contemplating playing Mario Kart Wii, thinking maybe I can trick myself into thinking I'm actually driving, therefore rid myself of the tremors, which are getting really freakin' old REALLY fast! But I guess I'm going to do SOMETHING because laying here isn't enough. Stay tuned for my eminent failure... whose freakin' idea was this anyway???