I cried like a baby...

Yeah, so I broke one of my number one rules and cried in public at work on Thursday. I rarely ever cry and never in public. I couldn't hold it back though. I put my favorite little boy on the bus for the last time (he's starting kindergarten in the fall). I know it is good for him to be moving on, but I was sooooooo sad. I'm going to miss him so much. We had a great last session though. I had him last that day and luckily for me he was in a very cuddly mood so I spent a lot of time holding him and cuddling him close. We played a lot and had a lot of fun, so at least I was sending him off with good memories. But alas, I teared up as I put him on the bus (of course after getting one last big bear hug). I held back the tears until I was walking back inside and one of my co-workers asked me if I was crying. No but I am now... thanks! At least I wasn't the only one, there were about three of us with tears just rolling down our cheeks. At least I didn't feel like such a sissy. I know there will be more kids that come to us and I'll love them all too, but man, I sure will miss my boy.