It might be time...

to step away from the Mobsters for a bit. It seriously caused me to hyperventilate today. As I type my chest is still tight with anxiety (of course that could be due to the fact that I have forgotten to take my anxiety meds for A WEEK straight! I know I'm completely irresponsible, what can I say?) and my heart is still pounding. What had happened was… :P…

I withdrew $40,000,000 from the bank to buy a casino and then the damn thing
freezes up! I tried to refresh it and got the 'sorry mobsters is down for
maintenance... if you're bored try heroes'. My reaction is of course 'FUCK
HEROS, some S.O.B. is gonna jack the 40 million I just withdrew and didn't
spend’. So after shutting the whole computer down I was finally able to
get back in and purchase my casino.

Afterward I thought to myself, ’self, seriously stop freaking the fuck out. you are completely too obsessed with this game and need to take a step back before you give yourself a massive fucking heart-attack!!!! You are far too young for this degree of craziness' So yes, I'm on temporary hiatus from mobsters until my anxiety meds can kick back in and do their happy pill magic (i.e. make my crazy ass not freak out over imaginary circumstances). Until later ;)
J (I’ve become the crazy one) Sho